ya know how some people's blogs are all intellectual or funny or actually interesting to read? Well, i've come to realize how far from that mine actually is, so I think I'm gunna take a break for a little while. 

If you need to know anything, just ask me.

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(p.s. i made a really long word for my heading. now i just have to think of a good meaning for it...feel free to use it at will)

NO SCHOOL!!

Dont ya love it?

i get annoyed when people never update their blogs (cough*sarah*) ;) so i thought i wouldnt be one of "those" people...haha jk jk

...cuz we all know i'm one of them

ANyways..nothings new with me ( oh yeah, maybe thats why i dont write in here...

hmmm

i hope you all have a great day!!!

<3 <3 <3, <3 yyou!

i realllllly dont wanna do hw...

so heres my night

pick my mom up from work at 4

be dropped off at the parish office at 4:45 so i can get a ride with chris to leadership at 6:30....do hw till then....or maybe i'll actually do my work since i'm like 4 weeks behind...niiiice i know

leadership 7:15-8:15

rosary till 9

9-forever hw

doesnt that sound so exciting?! ...not

I am ready for summmmmerr!

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now if you think this entry will be about my lovelife...sorry....it doesnt exist. The above would be a command--love life.

What if today was the last day you had to live? What would you do? I think thats really weird to think about. But think about it, if you did live every day as if it were your last..wouldnt your life be a whole lot better? Because you wouldnt waste your time doing careless things and putting things off until "the time is right"...

yes, i did get on this topic from watching an incredibly sappy made-for-TV movie..but, it does have a good message lol

LiVe LiFe To ThE FuLLeSt!!

well on that note, im about to go waste my time writing this dumb government paper...is writing this paper really gunna help me be a better person or greatly increase my level of knowledge? No...so why should i have to do it? i have no idea...

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ahhhhh!!!

i cannnnnottt decide about college!

I think i'm going to make a pro and con list of both school

U of M Pro- has a lot of different career choices, easier to transfer from big to small school if i dont like it, closer to home, looks better when looking for a job, know more people going there

U of M Con- HUGE, impersonal, non-Catholic, harder to have a good GPA

Aquinas Pro- not ginormous, Catholic, personal, get to know profesors more

Aquinas Con- kinda far, tiny, not as well known, if i figure out what i want to do-they probably wont have it, hard to transfer credits to a bigger school, EVERYONE IN THE WORLD BESIDES MS BROWN SAYS I SHOULD GO TO UofM INSTEAD 

ANyone have any to adD?

The UofM Pro and the Aquinas Con are the longest i guess but i didnt really rank anythings importance. asjhdkdfnsdkfj I guess i'm glad im going to Aquinas tomorrow so i can see it again.

WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

pray...yeah i know

i felt like i needed to do something other than lay around today so i thought i'd update.

this weekend started off good hanging out with shul and sarah. but then i started to feel kinda strange on saturday night and soon i found out why. i have the flu. throwing up is not fun. neither is having a fever. blah, i dont think i'll be at school tomorrow. I'm missing LT for the first time tonight in what seems like forever! ahh! lol

i think i might go crawl back to the couch...my new home

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blah

i feel...

i dont know.

ok, so this is what i'm realizing. i feel a lot worse whenever i dont run. i was running like every other day for a week or so and i was feeling reallly good but then i didnt run at all last week and ive been kinda sick this week so i havent ran either and i just havent felt as good or happy or anything. hmm...maybe this should be some kinda clue for me to get movin!

...or maybe i'm just analyzing something that isnt there lol

i think im just feeling kinda depressed this week for no reason. actually i could think of a few reasons that i could be but why dwell on not fun stuff?

I think i know one thing thats missing...God. Well not that He's missing or anything but i kinda am from Him. It really bothers me when people are like "oh yeah, i believe in God" but then they dont really do anything about it. If you believe that there IS a god, why would you not want to praise him and live for him. But then i look at my life and ask myself, am i praising him or living for him as much as i should be. No, probably not. Actually not "probably not," just no. There is so much more I could be doing that I'm just not.

hmm

ok, thats enough seriousness

i feel like i should just dance around crazily or something.

la de la de la

*sage looks scared as megan dances through the room*

*MWAH* This kiss is for you!  

hm hm hm

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i feel like just getting lost in the arb all day today but stuff just wont cooperate with me. Like the fact that it's raining outside. I know rain is like necessary for farmers and all that stuff so i guess I should appreciate it but can't it just rain at night and be sunny all day? And I also have hours of spanish homework to do. You'd think that since she gave us a week extension I'd be a little further along...but no. So I guess my dream for today has been squashed by rain and dumb spanish verbs. Oh well, as long as i dont die this week, there's always next weekend =) lol

To do indoor track or to not do indoor track...

hmm

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ok ok, so i woke up kinda early today and have nothing better to do then write in this. I am good. God is good. Life is good. Of course everything isn't perfect but I can't complain.

I was so worried about k7 this last week and I am kinda glad theyre back now so I dont have to be. On thursday, before we had our little chapel visit at school, i just felt like God was telling me to not worry about it, He had it and would take care of everything. So then I felt a little more at peace the rest of the week  =)

I went for a much needed run w/ shul after school yesterday. But then we both felt kinda sick. We definitly were more than a half mile away from the bathroom at the end of our like 3 mile run and pretty much sprinted there lol. I love gallup park. My knee kinda hurts this morning tho...hopefully I just slept funny.

I'm scared, I think Henry is going to die. Kaitlyn called me last night to tell me that hers died for no apparent reason so I should watch out! He was alive last night though, havent checked this morning.

I should probably go to work today. blah

Oh! I finally made an appt for my senior pictures! feb7 Now i just have to decide what i'm gunna wear...pajamas maybe? lol

Well i'm out

I LOVE YOU!

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